Why did you lie/I would’ve understood

If I said tomorrow, you’d ask for today
But I never did understand partial wholes
So that’s already a given and
The sun sets and gives new heatwaves
To other days
And I don’t know why
There’s not enough for everyone
Why are our days not the same
Why can I not smile with you in my presence
Why is it so damn hard to get out of bed
I never could work without giving it my all
So If i dont think i can finish
I simply won’t start
So if today will not work for you
I will lay in bed and cry
But when tomorrow comes
I will force myself to crawl out
And paint false dignity on my face
Knowing once again, you will not show up

….

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Published by Kaylen

Hello! My name is Kaylen and I am 17. I love poetry and just want to spread love and kindness to anyone I can. Thank you to anyone that reads my posts. Anyone is welcome to connect and follow me through my instagram: kaylen_jo74 or send me an email at mcvicar.kaylen@gmail.com. I always have open ears and an open heart. Sending my love, wishing you the best, and may everyone be happy and healthy. ๐Ÿ˜Š๐ŸŒธ

13 thoughts on “Why did you lie/I would’ve understood

  1. Kaylen, this is so well written. I was overwhelmed with the raw emotions and power of your words. There is a sadness, a melancholic tone, that reverberates through out. And you close with a certain strength and indignance that pushes back against the sadness. A beautiful composition, young lady!

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